Sunday, June 3, 2012

small poems, may 2012



Most of these are new poems, written in the last few weeks, but a few are old ones about spring and I wanted to include them here as well.

no robins today
only the red-haired
mailman

dreaming about the umbrella
that would not open —
heavy rains last night

holding onto each other
long after the train 
has left the station

lonely day
then I found you
and a blue iris
(in response to "Sharing a Path," a painting by C. Robin Janning)

between the slats
of our new garden fence —
evening sun
(in response to "Contemporary Art 35," a painting by Lynne Taetzsch)

cutting through the parking lot
I never expected to see you
poppies
(in response to "Contemporary Art 45," a painting by Lynne Taetzsch)

just when I 
give into it
the rain stops

since I met you
they seem to find me —
heart-shaped rocks

striking 
the brass bell —   
fog lifts

outside my favorite restaurant
a gang of delinquent
bees

friends bring me feathers
still
I never fly away

I didn't want to care so much
but then I did —
little ant

worn-out sofa
on the side of the road —
rest awhile

sometimes
even loneliness
crowds me

birthday bouquet
hyacinths
the color of your eyes

our old green hammock
just a memory
between 2 large oaks

filling her wagon 
with yellow irises
the girl can't stop laughing

mother
picks a dandelion to wear in her hair
she calls this gardening

high tide
a love note stuck on a rock —
hopeless

the longest hill
walking my broken bicycle
back home

a moment ago
it wasn't there —
first iris

early morning walk
distracted by spring
bee and I collide

lazy afternoon
counting your freckles
while you tell me your dream

lazy afternoon
even the wind chimes
are napping 

crow's shadow
lands on
my shadow's head

you're not home —
your cats greet me at the window —
they miss you too

sudden rainstorm
holding a red balloon
over my head
(in response to "Deep City Four," by Lynne Taetzsch)
bowing to the setting sun
my shadow
walks into the sea
in from the garden
even your knees
smell minty

between two mountains
a lost echo —
who will keep the secrets now?

garlic harvest festival
you arrive
carrying white lilies

laughing so hard
we miss
the thunder

Thursday, May 24, 2012

Moon Phases


I started to write these moon poems on April 6, 2012 and found that I didn't want to stop! The last one came in the middle of May. 

Birthday Moon
I felt your presence all day —
illuminated heart

Passover Moon
you are the perfect 
matzah ball

Melancholy Moon
do you still miss
last summer's hyacinths?

Lonely Moon
I know 2 herons who would
welcome you into their nest

Sleepy Moon
I crocheted an afghan
for you to snuggle under

Ballet Moon
utterly adorable
in your tangerine tutu

Shakespearean Moon
surely it is better to be
than not to be

Bear Moon
I'm all out of honey
but please come for tea anyway

Laughing Moon
I love the way 
your belly rises and falls

Haiku Moon
each syllable 
brings me closer to you

Walking Moon
in your brand new sneakers
I can hardly keep up with you

Patient Moon
inching toward you —
your friend the spider

Upside Down Moon
now the rivers don't know if
they're coming or going

Nearsighted Moon
how often have you mistaken 
dustballs for dragons?

Matchmaker Moon
what a brilliant introduction —
bee, meet flower

Midnight Moon
when you can't sleep 
do you count stars?

Old Woman Moon
still looking through
young woman eyes

GPS Moon
everyone knows you have no sense
of direction

Rebel Moon
breaking all the rules
you make for yourself

Hungry Moon
I get it —
you're sick and tired of seaweed salad

Traveling Moon
how is it possible —
you missed your train . . . again

Forgetful Moon
may I suggest
mnemonics

Possessive Moon
you'd have more friends
if you shared your marbles and plastic trucks

Brave Moon
you stood up for me
I'll do the same for you

Fashionista Moon
on you 
the hot pink feather boa is divine

Yoga Moon
don't you think you've been
standing on your head long enough?

Mango Moon
impossible 
to get enough of you

Disheveled Moon
you look like you were tossed around
by your dreams last night

Thrifty Moon
shopping with you isn't as much fun
as I thought it would be

Adolescent Moon
you're right
I really don't understand you

Bronx Moon
I'm sorry to have to say this:
you can't go home again

Grieving Moon
countless waves
carry your tears away

Tango Moon
claiming the horizon
as your own private ballroom

Worn-Out Moon
now is the time
to sink into a lavender bubble bath

Curious Moon
go right ahead —
ask me anything

Hula Hoop Moon
spinning spring
into summer

3 a.m. Moon
take a flashlight
the next time you go to the outhouse

Suspicious Moon
stop looking over your shoulder
no one is chasing you

No-Poem Moon
all I can do is love you
there are no words

Roller Skating Moon
who would have thought you could be 
so graceful on wheels?

Turtle Moon
leave your shell on the sandy shore
let's go skinny dipping

Purple Moon
I almost mistook you
for a field of irises

Zen Moon
I dropped by to help you
rake your rock garden

Cautious Moon
you must be weary
sleeping with one eye open

Gypsy Moon
it's not about the accordion
it's about spirit

Mother Moon
for you it will always be
lilacs

Ice Cream Moon
not everyone can handle 3 scoops
but you can

Garden Moon
thank you for reminding me —
nobody owns the flowers


Tuesday, May 1, 2012

small poems, april 2012



These small poems were written in April, 2012 (except for a couple about crows, and one that's a real oldie but I wanted to share it again anyway):

before the garden blooms
folding 100
origami roses
(Inspired by "High Summer, 1928," by Tamara de Lempicka)

a stringless guitar —
the Joan Baez Songbook
on the unmade bed
(Inspired by "Lady in Blue with Guitar, 1929," by Tamara de Lempicka) 

blue rain
we share an umbrella
until your bus arrives
(Inspired by "The Girls, 1928," by Tamara de Lempicka)

that summer
sailing paper boats
on the pond — —
now you live 
an ocean away
(Inspired by "Portrait of Arlette Boucard, 1928," by Tamara de Lempicka)

I recognize your handwriting
even in my 
sepia dreams
(Inspired by a letter written by Tamara de Lempicka to Gabriele d'Annunzio, 1926)

purple leather gloves —
I bought them for you
but kept them for myself
(Inspired by "Lady with Green Glove," by Tamara de Lempicka. Years ago I bought a beautiful pair of purple gloves to give my sister. I'm still wearing them.)

skating around the corner
entering another
country
(A childhood memory: my first pair of roller skates, with those silver metal clamps that kept them from falling off my shoes, and a heavy key dangling from a lanyard.)

a single candle —
not even her birthday cake
knows her age
(I wrote this as a little joke to myself for my 61st birthday.)
after the seder
all the cousins
play Gefilte Fish
(In other families I think that card game is called Go Fish)
sipping tea
no thoughts
no ceremony
(This is an old poem but it felt right for this month, with Passover. I wrote  it many years ago at a retreat. We were having a tea ceremony and suddenly I felt the presence of my Grandma Yetta. She used to take "a little refreshment" in the late afternoon: sometimes a small dish of vanilla ice cream, or a glass of hot water with lemon; maybe an hour spent with a novel, or just a few minutes twiddling her thumbs, or humming. Whatever she did, she did it gently, calmly, intentionally, with grace and dignity. No fuss. No ceremony.)

with a worm in its mouth
the fat robin
sings to itself

dawn—
spring crows just as loud as
winter crows

even among crows
some are bossy
some are nice

an open basement window
raccoon accepts 
the invitation

in another country
you wake     laughing     from a dream . . . 
and so do I

remind me
how we both went to the river
but only one of us returned

I knew you'd arrive today —
in my dream
the call of a bamboo flute

overnight train
home from the mountains 
in my hair — pine needles

holding my breath
across the bridge
last train home

wind chimes on your back porch
after all these years 
the same breeze

rubbing my finger
down the book's spine —
dust from before I was born

Saturday, March 31, 2012

small poems

These are some of the haiku, and other small poems, that I've posted on Facebook and on my blog, since August 2011. I thought I'd share them here for a while.

tomorrow comes
whether or not
I pick up my pen

in another life
these same gold fish
swam with the stars

buttoning
dad’s soft wool shirt
against the night

in this half-light —
the garden troll
as Buddha 

not even the bees
visit her garden
now

holding the map
upside down —
the path is revealed

sunset
somewhere a cat
becomes a shadow

reaching for the alarm —
shutting off
the dream

from full moon to new moon
African violet 
loses its bloom

in the distance
a white shawl takes flight —
what do seagulls dream about?

in shallow water
a frog shuts his eyes
and disappears

every day
walking around
my own volcano

1000 geese overhead —
2 laughing Buddhas
in the bed

last night
dreaming myself young again
brown hair below my waist

lullaby 
sung by my cat or my grandmother?
this sweet dream

younger 
today
than yesterday

sweeping yellow leaves
from the front steps
yesterday     —     today

all night long
trying to get to the other side
of the pillow

miniature zen garden 
sand and stone 
inside a matchbox — —
where do you go 
when you are lost?

beyond the “Keep Out!” sign
Buddha statue
beckons

between ocean
and moon —
no secrets

some pumpkins
can't wait
for Halloween

counting leaves
as they fall 
the child runs out of numbers

this morning  
on another street
someone else's cat in the window

slicing ginger for tea
we gossip
heat rises

in the meantime
a year passes
her blue shawl unravels

the same mountain 
the same moon 
not the same poet

bus stop graffiti
“Nothing Lasts Forever”
removed by work crew

how difficult
to hum 
silently

end of October —
each falling leaf
enjoys a last laugh

full moon
perched like a pumpkin
on a clock tower

climbing the mountain 
carrying the moon 
on my back — —
chasing the moon
down the mountain 
a lighter backpack 

early November
even the sun
wants to sleep in 

the last apple falls —
you are not 
forgotten

a pot of tea 
cooling on the table  —
so many clocks to change

in an instant 
morning
swallows the moon

full moon 
when you feel shy
come hide behind my curtain

you say you sent the moon
to watch over me —
if only you had come yourself

clouds
uncertain
change direction

early morning 
walk from room to room 
waking wind chimes

over-zealous 
with the plants again —
mini waterfall

mid November
the pumpkins are smaller
the mountains are taller

somewhere else
the moon rises —
my pen keeps moving

ants on parade —
on closer look:
a handful of scattered raisins

fly high
dance into the wind
taste the clouds

sunrise — 
when it's day, it's day
sunset —
when it's night, it's night

open your hands —
garden dust
flutters toward winter

morning clock
louder than
night clock

wall calendar
two months out of date —
no one notices

I could hold a pencil for a year
and not find
the poem of you

winter doesn't wait for summer —
but I will always wait
for you

shattered —
my favorite mug —
the voices inside my head

a new shade of rain
finds me on a park bench —
Strawberry Fields (forever)

tiny frog leaps
from pad to pad —
Monet's water lilies 

waiting —  waiting — 
waiting — 
butterfly lands on my up-turned palm

young men 
yoga-bragging in the deli —
"100 downward dogs, dude!"

tomorrow
I'll be a child again
moon-dancing

my memory house —
every window opens to
yesterday

under the same moon
my past
your future

plant zinnias with me —
return to watch 
them bloom — —
saying farewell
in every language we know 

late december
remembering
the goldfish pond

come with me —
we'll ride the wild wind
into the moon's soft embrace

after the longest night —
exhausted star lies down
in bird's nest

in the dream 
because you are always you 
when the cat speaks 
I understand

white butterflies at the window —
snowy morning —
my nearsightedness

who is this woman
walking inside my shadow —
wintersun morning

re-arranging
the contents —
an empty box

when I touch your cheek
why do I smell
Paris?

between two winters
an old friend 
gone

taking a new route home —
stone pagoda
how long have you been here?

inside the abandoned typewriter
a poem
wakes up

grandfather clock
no longer competitive
guesses the hour

old year
new year
the cat sleeps

a deeper red
within my folded hands
where your heart has been

last year's dust
still here
still everywhere

how many years
since we crossed this bridge together?
only my footprints now

begin a journey
upside down —
walking the sky trail

stepping into your snow prints—
the walk home
quickens

following your shadow
across the night bridge —
never catching up

red nail polish —
her hands  
so loud

pouring tea 
into my favorite cup —
rain fills a river

sandpipers 
slowdance around a fire circle —
midwinter ashes

rocking chair
back and forth
until day breaks

untangling a wave 
from the ocean —
your deepest sigh

tai chi 
beside a frozen waterfall  —
young man   /   seagull

great blue heron 
washing dishes 
at the kitchen sink — —
what are you doing in Grandma's apron?
what are you doing in my dream?

restless night
only the wind chimes 
and me
her collection 
of broken combs —
morning rage

ocean
opens her arms 
to catch a falling star

listen —
our laughter in this old photograph —
my sister and me

photo album —
my younger self
finally catches up

snowflakes     
unwrinkle 
me

mother —
the secret cowgirl —
never at home on the range

second floor window —
the plants are gone —
it's been years since you lived there

hungry old moon
not even 1,000 bows
will satisfy you

full moon
stares a hole through rock —
witch-stone

fed up with change —
last year's calendar
still hangs on the kitchen wall

waving to us all —
a child's gray glove
hanging from the lowest branch

here I am —
somewhere between ocean and moon 
somewhere between lost and found 

my face
in the mirror —
moonglow
all in one bowl
shells from different oceans
sing the same song

turning my gaze
from the weeping moon —
saving face

meteors!
the candle goes out —
we are still asleep

forgive me
for not recognizing you
disguised in an old woman's body

rain puddle —
tipping over
into my own reflection

outside
winter blows —
inside
words fly across the page

waiting all day
for snow
to fill the silence

halfway across winter's bridge
caught by my mother's scent —
lilacs 

coaxing music 
from a blade of grass
calling the cows home

beside the silo
antique rocking horse
stuck in the mud

hearts 
chalked on the sidewalk —
step carefully

a strong wind —
collapsible umbrella
collapses

evening breeze
the neighbor's bamboo
returns my bow

a week later
the red rose
still brooding

early morning stillness —
my thumbs
circle their own wheel 

stubborn grapevine
pushing through the bedroom window —
where has the moon gone?

on this cloudy day
even their shadows fight —
3 crows

the two of us 
breathing into the silence —
when did the clock stop?

puffed up with pride —
the moon —
inventor of tides

close the window
the Pleiades
envy your strand of pearls

cresting the mountain
moon hesitates  
no need to rush things — — 
sometimes eternity 
feels like an eternity

dear friend 
come closer 
my flame is going out

all my watches
running slow —
February

unbutton the moon from the sky
wear it on your sleeve
next to your heart

pale and watery 
in my bones — 
I need red flowers tonight

visiting the old neighborhood —
is that a jukebox
I hear?

far into the night 
brushing your long grey hair 
time travels backwards

red and yellow apples
in a blue bowl —
still life   /   still, life

a quiet climb     
under     
a noisy sky

mountains remember
when they were elephants —
walking trunk-to-tail 

dear moon
I forgot to look at you last night —
did you see me?

no more clocks —
midnight is never early
dawn is never late

her last breath —
dragon cloud
eats the sky

tying her laces tightly
so she will not 
snap

following the moon
across Kansas —
somehow we get lost

my mother
in the mirror
aging

reading your face —
my finger traces a line
between two age spots

dragonfly
and its reflection —
early morning pond dance

standing at the water's edge
waiting for the stars
and you

outdoor concert
a bee
flies into a trumpet's bell

across the room
my sister
(wrapped in purple silk)
picks up the story
where I leave off

spring!
removing cobwebs
from the picnic basket

I am a cracked teapot
on a dusty shelf —
you've been gone so long

alone on the beach
tracing a love letter
across your body

my muddy feet
know the way
to the goldfish pond

spring morning
a coven of daffodils
up to no good

in the middle
of a plowed field —
the family plot

day after day
the same cafe —
delicious snow peas
flower shop
the owner and her parrot
beak to beak 

on the clothesline:
a dozen blue handkerchiefs —
my neighbor's prayer flags
asleep
in her own shadow —
black cat
I pour the tea
you butter the toast —
our waitress thinks we are sisters
snowy night
a lonely rooster
snuggles against the chimney pot

half-past three
the poet's cat 
snores in iambic pentameter

you, with your fiery wings
how many moons
can you juggle?

twilight
unweaving spring flowers
from your long black braid 

no ripples
no breath 
this moment bows to the sea

needing a nap
settling for
a slow blink

almost Easter —
neighbor's Halloween porch
even scarier now

catching spring rain
in my cupped hands —
no reflection in this shallow pool